I found this so beautiful, “so the spiritual master and the Vaiṣṇavas are so upset for us that we cannot possibly estimate it. The guru and the Vaiṣṇavas suffer so much for us, just like a mother when she is raising her small child.”
Sometimes I think surrender is an action, of course it partly is. But this made me think of surrender as a mood. A child has complete trust in their mother.